Zerrin 'Maintenance Phase' Lyrics

Maintenance Phase

Sometimes I get up, saying I never meant to start
Making mornings all about recovery 
From A to B  

Deceiving you is hard, turning into someone else
Even turning out a friend of none 
Only one 

Watching endless dreamlands can be depressing
Though I say I want, I want it all
Counting down the hours with no ending      
Though I say I want, I want it all too much  

Defending all this time I’m spending on my own
It’s not as though I meant to lose myself  
Inside myself

I’d like to grow a spine, even show a little strength 
Heaven knows it’s been a tricky year 
Many years

Watching endless dreamlands is depressing 
Though I say I want, I want it all
I find myself retreating and regressing
Is this the way, the way I wanna be?

Ooh, it’s just the maintenance phase 
Ooh, it’s just the maintenance phase 
Ooh, it’s just the maintenance phase

Explore all tracks from Talking To Myself:
1. Maintenance Phase
2. Spring Cleaning
3. Cloud Baby
4. It’s Happening Again